The Good The Bad and The Ugly

When it comes to the money, everyone has their own perspective of how to interpret it. They do give you happiness, but most of all, they gave the outcome of how humanity facade can become, the ugly side. I’m almost to the brink of depression. But things has turned out a little better for me after the holidays. Staying at my parents house gave me the warmth and feeling safe. They helped to eased up a lot on my saving and most of the expenses in Malaysia were paid by them. Getting recuperation from the holiday, my mood was a little better.

I finally get a job, but a very low paid job as a part timer when I reached back to Slovakia. I only get €9 per hour. I can’t imagine anyone surviving with that amount of money. But like I said, things does look a bit better at least there is money coming in and not everything out. My saving is declining but, if I calculate it nicely, perhaps it can help to ease up a little bit.

I just read an article today regarding how we should perceive our view in humanity. It is a very meaningful reading because when you look beyond the way through the space, seeing the earth against the blackness is a profound experience that leads to a greater appreciation for Earth and its apparent fragility, and a deep connection to humanity as a whole. From their point of view, there is no borders, no economy but only a thin layer of atmosphere that protects the earth. This gave them the perspective on how fragile our earth is and how we should protect it more because it is the only one we can live in for now.

If you have been reading my blog, you can see that no matter how bad the situation is given to me, I always look on the positive or most optimistic way. Perhaps I was brought up this way, and when I lost myself during a bad break up, I traveled alone overseas without any help or any friends, I realised a lot of things. Because this is all we have in this lifetime, and I would rather had a happy and peaceful one. Definitely I can’t compare myself to those who suffered lots, who lost everything they loved, but perhaps in my situation I realised even more that what I had for now is more precious than anything else. If anyone who read my blog, and you felt like there is too much stress, write me here. I will try my best to do what I can and listen to what you have to say.