Post market syndrome

Finally all the markets were done. It was super tiring but I got to meet lots of new people and returning customers. With all these hectic work, finally I get to rest. It was a different experience compare to the first market cause I didn’t bring my son along. I was kind of excited and nervous on the same time. First time with my husband without my son around kind of giving me the hype to go on dates with him again. But on the same time, I’m pretty nervous cause how would my son react without me around? Will he miss me and will my husband need to go and pick him up after his first night without us? So many questions lurking in my brain that time and got me super tired overall. In the end, everything work out so fine and my son was having so much fun with his grandparents in the weekend house.

After all the markets, now what? I am kind of the mist of choosing to do something or nothing at all. Is like this dilemma of making a choice or else consequences might befall on you kind of feeling. In my generation, we need to do something or at least be hardworking on something to call ourselves productive and useful. If we are not doing anything at all, we are bound to get hit with some bad news. So, I choose not to do anything, I am afraid something bad is going to happen and it did! I had stomach flu, a mild symptoms but still kind of a bummer to catch it. My whole body is so restless, but I kept on going on with house cleaning, cooking and doing my regular exercise. And voila, I felt so much better after 2 days. In the end, I think I should update my blog to call myself productive for today.